Monday, November 8, 2010
Yesterday I had to make one of the hardest decisions in my life. I had to put my dear Princess down. She was with me for close to 17 years. My friend, my confidant, my dearest sweetheart. It is so hard to explain how I feel and at the same time, I cannot express my pain openly without being criticized so I'm doing it here in the blogosphere where I hope that if no comment is ever posted in response, at least I know I've paid my respects to her. She came to my life a few months after my dad's passing in a time when nothing seemed to make sense. She was graceful, peaceful and just so charming to be around. She grew old and dependent on me. Always loving me unconditionally and not judging me. Ever. My heart is aching and it is going to take some time to heal.
I will always miss her.